cupid?

Okay, wtf is a cupid? most of my buddies didnt knw it.
well, go watch Night at the Museum 2!
those 3 little "stoned" figures flying around singing songs,
when the guy is with the girl.

so wtf does a cupid do? okay based on the movie,
its suppose to be the Gods of Love.

but lemme get you guys a proper definition k?


Cu·pid

Roman Mythology The god of love; the son of Venus. cupid A representation of Cupid as a naked cherubic boy (WTF) usually having wings and holding a bow and arrow, used as a symbol of love. [Middle English Cupide, from Old French, from Latin cupīdō, desire, Cupid, from cupere, to desire.]

Okay that was from www.dictionary.com

well, guess it did clearly state wth is it. and about the naked cherubic boy, thats not me uh!!

and often i think that i am a cupid. lemme tell you guys why~
most of the time, i will hang out with friends,
and apparently, there will be a girl that i have a crush on,
and the girl will end up with my friend.
wanna know whats the worst part???
they always get together in front of me.
that should explain why at times i am quiet despite my joking character!


so picture this, they will be lovey dovey, holding hands,
and i will be at their back.

but this happens way to common in my life.
honestly, there are many ppl in my life that i did see,
falling in love, when i am after her.

so hor, sua already. me v.tired liao. if i have female friends,
i am happy already. lol!

SO! a couple of hours more to go, and the new school term starts.
guess what? what. Java UT on the first day.
and the whole fking week is UT week. YAYness! -.-"

I dont really know how much I can take from all the IT shit..
and you know this love life shit, its really crappy.
but i think life is just like this??

had two chalets within two weeks.
first was great second was not too bad!

here are some words for some of my friends that are going through a hard time:

Staryl, I know it's hard for you to not get pissed off by what your bf did to sort of like hurt you, indirectly. But understand the fact that he is a guy and a guy hardly understand her gf until she seriously breaks down. and at certain times, it might seems hopless to why carry on this so fucked up r/s when he dont even care and bother.

Well, I just want to encourage you to be a stronger self, and not let such things that your bf do that hurts you deep within. You do have me and other friends to talk your heart out to and I am sure they will be there for you. At least, you are attached. i am sure he will be there for you too.

Meanwhile, take care and text me alright! (:

Alexi, you have just broken up and I can feel the pain you are going through? I had been through a breakup, and it was never easy letting it all go. That attached lifestyle that you had suddenly plunged into a singlehood thing.

You loved him way too much, and if I had a gf that does whatever you would do to your bf like surprising him to a cablecar birthday dinner, I will propose to you when I got a stable job and earning the bucks! I mean, it's hard to come by such a girl like you. and since it's over already, dont go fretting about it for you know, you seriously deserves a guy that treats you way better.

Stay strong and keep yourself busy! and when will we ever meet up?! HAHA!

Baozhen, it's time to move on already. I known you for some time and lost contact, and once we are back chatting, you changed soooo much uh! for better or worst, i won't say. but I feel that you did loved him very much too! so much so that till this day, I am sure his name still lingers in your heart and you feel so tired, just wanting him to be with you.

My advise is that you should move on with life already. dont keep looking back, for what the past, is the past. and look for someone that deserves you, not demand you! perhaps when you are in search of him, ensure that he can provide you with security, committement, love, care, concern.. etc. BUT! don't always go and jio the guy. The boy should take the initiative. (:

Jiayou alright? and stop being emo about stuff already. see you, online!



Alright guys, off to the bed already!
thanks for reading though, do tag! :D

somethings are just beyond our control.

just look at our daily lives and the world we lived in today.

so many natural disasters, virus and flu diseases are so common these days.
the stock market is at a all time high and soon it dips below the charts,
causing so poverty to increase, leading to much much crime rates...
homosexuality are on the rise and people think its alright!

let me not talk about myself for just once.
i want to learn and appreciate how the world screwed us up.


thank goodness Singapore is located in such a geological position that we almost disaster free,
from the horrendous weather conditions. poor Indonesia, taking the hit for us. however, being position surrounding with developing countries are one of the worst scenario for us too.

(bush on fire! haha not this BUSH lah)

remember the day Malaysia and Indonesia decided to clear the jungle by burning their forest floor for plantation? bush on fire! they smoke, we breathe. and all the asthmatic people in Singapore just have to suffer like fuck. yes, like fuck.

(hazy hazy)

a few reasons why such things happen, corruption in the government, the lack of education, the lack of equipment and also the easygoing way of just burn and what's better, the ashes of the aftermath act as fertilizers.


no offense to our neighbouring countries, but the government there is corrupted. and it isn't their fault too, the country is big and hard to manage, and greed comes into the heart of the officials..


lack of education? yes. imagine a farmer, 50 year old and have lots of experience in farming from their past generations, but he can't read or write. how to educate like that? draw for him ar? and they are stubborn lah. ask them change, they lazy or don't want or comes up with some pussy reasons.

(fierce or what, the fire is massive)

you know how easy to light up a forest fire? just ask that douche bag in Australia, how he managed to kill so many animals and killed people too! all for the sake of fun. just light up and burn a bush, and all you need is someone to break wind. HAHA! no kidding. just natural wind will make that small bush of fire into a fireball. how unfair? well...




And ar, if you want to ride the best rollercoaster of your life, try buying stocks. it will have your ass screwed up big time, esp if you throw your whole life savings in your piggy bank, to the stock market. heard of the genting rollercoaster? you have yet to have the ride of your life man. not saying that i am a player in the stock market, i do read and sighs everytime i see a major bank shut their front gates and employees carrying boxes leaving the building.




with major banks come tumbling down, everyone is affected. ever heard of... "when the shit hits the fan, everyone ducks?" well, some were forced to stand up and kena hit by the shit lor.






bad luck. retrenchment rates were record high and those people in desperate need goes around robbing and stealing. what's worst? they target those elderly. thank goodness our police force is not too bad. do patrol around our estates...






and i just stumbled upon a gay blog. it is not that i am against homosexuality, but it's just downright wrong. i understand that different people have different wants and needs. BUT inserting your dick into a A-hole is not cool, and having a guy doing blow jobs for you is downright wrong. i will vomit if i see one such act. like seriously. i hope my future generations realise how much God hates homosexuality and realise the consequences of anal sex. it's aids and stds they will be getting! haiz.... and dont come asking why i dont put pictures of gays here.

if you read the bible, you will know how much God detest homosexuality.

(btw, thats the city of sodom & gomorrah)

hmmmm so lemme conclude. there are definitely way much more things that are incontrollable in our hands, thus we must always learn to be flexible and watch our asses to know and analysis our near future, because prevention is always better than cure!

meanwhile, readers out there! thanks for your concern about me smoking... i am cutting down already alright! (: no worries uh! oh yes! rmb to tag! :D

loves,
Edward