I guess I can only read your entries and appreciate your beautiful face from your blog.

Am I destined to be with her? Or destination is one we create for ourselves?

Hey, it's been quite awhile since I did blog!

I doubt anyone reads it.

Quite a couple of things did really affected my life.
Although they are not related to me directly,
but my loved ones are hurt, and so will I be deeply affected.


He is a person that was there when I needed a listening ear.
He was there to cheer me up with lame jokes.
We would sit down together and make fun of songs that were once so beautifully sounding.
We would have our dinner together and supper together.
We went on daring cycling rides which gave us experiences.

Yesterday was the day that really broke my heart.
A text message came telling me that his mother had left the world.
I was not prepared and was shaken inside.
My heart felt so pain because I can't live without my mother at such an age.

I went to her wake and when I saw her lying peacefully there,
memories come flashing back in my mind of how she would asked me and my buddy,
to have more rice when we were eating dinner together.
I can feel the sadness and hurt striking deep within my heart.
My eyes teared but I had to control.

Aunty, thank you for treating me just like your own son.
Although we were not blood related, but I treat your son as my own blood brother.
In the years to come where he will need guidance, I will be there to help him.
Aunty, I wished you was still here, able to cook, chat and laugh and even scold us.
You may have left the world but you will forever be remembered in my heart.
Rest in peace.




My childhood and my buddy, had just ended his relationship with his girlfriend.
It was a three year long relationship and it ended just like that.
I know how it feels when you had put in so much effort,
love her with all your heart and mind,
faithfully be by her side,
sacrifice your time in school just to be with her,
and the countless acts of love you had given to her.

Brother, I feel you and how hurt it is to just see all this going down the drain.
It may not be easy on you as there are so much burden that weighs you down.
Not to worry, we are separated by a few level only.
Anytime you can ring me up, and we can sit by the basketball court and talk anything under the moon. Cheer up bro!

For you.
I'm glad that tonight we both get to know each other way much better. I hope that tomorrow will be a day that would once give me a chance to make you feel special. And if a chance was ever given, I will treasure with my heart. I never wanted the conversation to end and wished to hear your voice, every night.

If your voice will bring me peace,
what will your physical appearance do?
bite lips + wink* :D