BSC i miss you guys.

okay today's sermon from pastor kong was superb.

S.U.P.E.R.B

as usual, he talked about r/s and how to maintain them.

God did somewhat talked to me when pastor kong touched on "giver" & "taker"

perhaps that was the reason why me and sam broke up.

today i served in 49A and 79 position in security.

first time leh! rather nervous. but i do hoped i did a great job.

MAYBE on my next post i will put down my notes here! (:



AND FINALLY! 21 March came. BSC ( Baptist Student Care ) 15th anniversary!

met gu weixiang, edlyn and ting fang at pioneer mall!

then next came sheryl and kaiyan.

we took a shuttle bus to Shalom Baptist Church.

woah that place upgraded so so much.

past: no air con, OHP projector, seats no cushion, outside is dirt carpark...

present: fully air con, BENQ projector, seats got back cushion, cemented carpark...

HAHA such comfort!

ANYWAY, i am so happy to see mrs yeoh, mr choo, ms yeong and all the other staffs.

BSC did really came a far way. there were so much i went through.

now all grown up already. and i see those young kids in BSC, really thank God for allowing them to be guided and blessed by the teachers.

still awaiting their pictures on facebook! (: miss you guys!

hmmm?

well, today i had dinner with my parents.

I know in this picture (abv) I look kinda fat. -.-

they brought me for a crazy feast.

just take a look at how big the fishhead is!

looking at these pictures only make me salivate!

anyway, i did pop a very interesting question today.
i asked my mum,

me: eh faye choo (mum), is it true, that young couples often quarrel and in the later years, if they last, the quarrels will cease and there will be peace?
mum: no lah, last time all the couples are mostly match make. if always argue, how will they last till today?
me: er okay....
mum: aiyah simple lah. it all have to do with compromising lor.

that made me ponder about the chat i had with xin ni the other day when i went out with her.

i questioned her if it was possible for a r/s to workout well, just by me going and ask for a stranger (of course is a girl lah) number and carry on knowing her from there using the "compromising" method.

well, for me i believed that COMPROMISING is only a component to a relationship. there will still be more to come to build a r/s that will last. no r/s is smooth sailing so i guess, its time to wake up my idea!

dad's knee is in trouble again. haiz! maybe he is aging. i seriously hope i am able to like lighten his burden of giving me daily allowance already. *guilty calls* prays that his knee will be healed.

thoughts that came into my mind:
1. should i even get contact lenses?
2. should i get that beautiful coat from g2000? cost, 139.
3. should i continue putting in so much hardwork for a nice body?
4. eh, hair long liao. should go trim?
5. birthday's soon! how to.. thank my parents?

the coat that i was talking about. black colour though! (:

and year 2 sem 1 de classmates are out! haha! not bad, many new friends.
i cant wait to.. start school?

the excitement within me cannot be contained,
neither can words make you understand how i feel.

woah, its 5am already. before u know it, i will become a panda. nights! (:

:D

yea! birthday plans are up and my family and i will be traveling to Malacca just to celebrate my birthday! I honestly can't wait to go! HAHA!

anyway, i got hooked to a new song.

Thinking Of You - Katy Perry

well, the lyrics does say for the song itself.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

She kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
She pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
stay....

HAHA this will be a nightmare for me if it does happen. =|

but still, memories still do linger on. =(

so lemme see what's nxt in life:

thurs - trekearth training!
friday - nth on :D maybe heading to gym or a 10km jog!
saturday - church, serving. BSC anniversary after church! >.< meet up with friends!
sunday - a day to spend with mel for food and catch ups! =D

guess my life aint that boring after all! HAHA!

The aftermath of a break up.

you knw, yes i may sound like an ass, keep confessing about which girl i like and stuff. but i can't seem to just say goodbye to you.

it's just so difficult for me to forget you.

everytime i chanced upon the letters you wrote for me,

your voice lingers in my mind, and those happy times flashed right before my eyes,

just like it was yesterday.

i knw we are over, the r/s is done, and we will nvr in our lifetime be together again.

but is it really that hard to say goodbye?

i dont knw how to explain this feeling,

but deep down i miss you and your actions and your voices.

Perhaps I still can't forget us, which explains your picture, still in my wallet.

must i live in hell everyday knwing that you are all happy in the arms of another guy?

must i find another girl and start anew and then forget everything?

i am so fucking confused, so fucking tired, so fucking want to fuck everything up.

life's a mess. back to square one.

you make me wanna repeat my darkest sin.

hmmm IT fair, i am done. (:

now, awaiting for 27th of March.

I want to do my OJT!

ON JOB TRAINING!

i can't wait to be a camp facilitator.

OH WELL!

soon i will be bring jerral and van to get their ndsl!

haha hey, jerral is a nice guy and van is a beautiful girl.

a heavenly couple i can say.

for me, guess i really have to wait for my turn.

but it will be a dream, that won't come true,

easily.

hmmm, i must say, i have been puffing.

for fun or what, i really don't know.

but the taste and smell seriously sucks.

anyway me and the girl i am after,

i think quite impossible.

i can't blame her. sometimes i am really a player.

i am off to bed already!

just spend a night of fun with sebas! hahaha!

to the girl that i did a grave sin:

you make me wanna repeat my darkest sin.

NIGHTS! :D