anyway, today in sch was not bad. i was early! :D hope can be early for the week man. i miss those days where my grades were soaring. but who cares abt grades? my classmates are much more than the grades i obtained. really had a great time with them despite the fact that saddam loves to throw sarcasm at me... and many more. but, who cares? hahaha. in fact they are the funniest ppl around.
sorry guys. i wanted to play soccer today with you guys but didnt expect you guys to leave half way during class. man, i can let my today grades fall any deeper otherwise i am literrally screwed. but you know what? they came back. -.- hahahha. besides, i am not feeling very well dont know because of the f up weather or what. perhaps i am just pure tired. well, before 9 pm, my beloved brother ariel showed me something so bad, i almost puke.
rain chung. dunno what in the earth is wrong with this guy. his a f up gual. GUAL comes from guy and gal. damn, his pics is so horrid, that upon gazing, u will lose any hunger appetite or any mood to do anything. my God why have such creation like this. this GUAL wears almost anything, and is damn revealing on his flesh. sHe doesnt have any shame does he? woah, i almost puke seriously.
saw this "mini" pasam malam at sch area. my friends bought patrick for their handphone and all of a sudden, a thought came to my mind that my girl just got herself a new bag. so i bought her spongebob square pants! i hope she like it. :D and also bought her a HUGE box of choco baby. hope she enjoys!
reached home damn shag!! watch ironman and less than 15 mins, i shut the whole thing down.. and went to bed. super tired. and i woke up at 2am. crazy am i? hahaha but who cares. sebas and aaron were dead asleep already. so i went to supper myself. how sad huh! and had sliced fish soup and a cup of cold milo. woah, how rewarding :D!
came home and game for a while.... and now here i am, 4.44am posting this blog. nights, everybody.... i mean morning...! crap, UT is like in 5 hours time. aiyah think i can de! haha... oh and trekearth training is today! woots! lookin forward to it! :D aidios!~
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
what a kick start, what an ending.
hey. today woke up or rather i didnt slp. had insomnia i think. just cant freakin slp. its like me turning from left to right frm 6.40am to what... 10am? man, i kinda of feel bad. Naresh called me reminding me to go CG and i was still not going. i mean, what for should i go when i didnt even manage to have a goood rest and ltr slp in mikki's CG? i dont want to leave a bad impression. so might as well dont go!
awaken and blur, i stumbled into the hall with my dad screwing me up with his words abt me not clearing up the furniture and stuff. he was like some big ass shot man seating, drinking coffee and reading his papers at the same time nagging his mouth off me. woah, whats worst? my mom added gunpowder into the fire and i nearly had a fight. what a start in the morning right? well, just like a sports car, in order to go fast need to have ignition right? that was mine ignition. what an explosive one.
anyway, me in my underwear started moving all the furniture away from the tv console. a major disccusion with my parents to where we should move what and what we should do. looks like we have great co-ordination. but still, minor argument arises when we misunderstood the positions of the furnitures. here's a funny part. being in a family that doesn't have Christ makes it a huge challenge to talk about crappy feng shui and this and that... what cai sheng ye... lol. so my dad was like saying there are this two botak smiling idols carrying a bag of coins which my dad wanted me to shift. he was like, these two idols are good. because their size is small and they weigh very heavy, meaning that the spiritual strength inside it is strong. first that came to my mind was... what crap. lol, sorry to offend all but me being me only believe in the truth, God. my dad revealed some creepy stuff too about his idols and all and i dont really care that much. lol.
hmmmm. suppose to go down to riverwalk to support my girl for her audition but i was late and missed it all. shift all the furnitures by 3.30pm and hurried out of house to clark quay. i accompanied her and some of the cg members to "shop" around. i dunno whatsup with my gf but me was pretty irritated with what she said. girl gave me that, why you keep on following me look. was pissed and thought. wth, then who else you expect me to cling onto? of cos is you la. anyway, thinking through, its not worth a single shit to go and be so uber upset over such a trivia stuff. me, being ahem, a gentleman approached my girl and thank cupid or whosoever, everything was back to normal. chill out there for awhile, and finally, girl and i went to my house for dinner.
dinner was kinda of simple but yet, delicious. of cos lah, prepared by my mother leh, 2nd best cook. first is my grandma, her mum. anyway, we had vege.. abc soup.. chicken drumstick roasted.. egg.. and watermelon! woah, damn uber full. after that went for a nap with girl. hahaha...
send her home at around 9.30pm made it back here just on time to type this kick ass day.
oh yes, tml is my class soccer. i am prepared to get kick in the ass my saddam and supreme. screwed.
sigh, sorry for not being accountable enough. i am not feeling well today myself too, thanks for letting me be myself. and, heard you are sick too. take care cgl and hope God bless your week.
er... bro, things do happen lah. but sometimes we must seat down and think over whether is it worth the fight or is it worth to tahan. perhaps its all a misunderstanding between you and her. why bother? hahahaa... anything, text me bro.
awaken and blur, i stumbled into the hall with my dad screwing me up with his words abt me not clearing up the furniture and stuff. he was like some big ass shot man seating, drinking coffee and reading his papers at the same time nagging his mouth off me. woah, whats worst? my mom added gunpowder into the fire and i nearly had a fight. what a start in the morning right? well, just like a sports car, in order to go fast need to have ignition right? that was mine ignition. what an explosive one.
anyway, me in my underwear started moving all the furniture away from the tv console. a major disccusion with my parents to where we should move what and what we should do. looks like we have great co-ordination. but still, minor argument arises when we misunderstood the positions of the furnitures. here's a funny part. being in a family that doesn't have Christ makes it a huge challenge to talk about crappy feng shui and this and that... what cai sheng ye... lol. so my dad was like saying there are this two botak smiling idols carrying a bag of coins which my dad wanted me to shift. he was like, these two idols are good. because their size is small and they weigh very heavy, meaning that the spiritual strength inside it is strong. first that came to my mind was... what crap. lol, sorry to offend all but me being me only believe in the truth, God. my dad revealed some creepy stuff too about his idols and all and i dont really care that much. lol.
hmmmm. suppose to go down to riverwalk to support my girl for her audition but i was late and missed it all. shift all the furnitures by 3.30pm and hurried out of house to clark quay. i accompanied her and some of the cg members to "shop" around. i dunno whatsup with my gf but me was pretty irritated with what she said. girl gave me that, why you keep on following me look. was pissed and thought. wth, then who else you expect me to cling onto? of cos is you la. anyway, thinking through, its not worth a single shit to go and be so uber upset over such a trivia stuff. me, being ahem, a gentleman approached my girl and thank cupid or whosoever, everything was back to normal. chill out there for awhile, and finally, girl and i went to my house for dinner.
dinner was kinda of simple but yet, delicious. of cos lah, prepared by my mother leh, 2nd best cook. first is my grandma, her mum. anyway, we had vege.. abc soup.. chicken drumstick roasted.. egg.. and watermelon! woah, damn uber full. after that went for a nap with girl. hahaha...
send her home at around 9.30pm made it back here just on time to type this kick ass day.
oh yes, tml is my class soccer. i am prepared to get kick in the ass my saddam and supreme. screwed.
sigh, sorry for not being accountable enough. i am not feeling well today myself too, thanks for letting me be myself. and, heard you are sick too. take care cgl and hope God bless your week.
er... bro, things do happen lah. but sometimes we must seat down and think over whether is it worth the fight or is it worth to tahan. perhaps its all a misunderstanding between you and her. why bother? hahahaa... anything, text me bro.
long time nvr blog. but who wanna read a joker's life?
darn, this few days i have been slpping at 6. am i crazy? i doubt. anyway, life now is rather in quite a complete mess in my studies. getting Cs & Ds are common for a joker in school i guess. perhaps its time for me to pull myself together and get serious just like ariel my buddy.
first and foremost, God. darn, its been a long time since i cry out to God about my life. looking back i reflect. its kinda of mess up. everytime when someone mention abt quiet time. crap, i feel guilty. i feel as if i have left my God outside the door not inviting him into the parties of my life. sorry God. guess human's nature is to seek you when i am in need. i want to change and i will change. will i? let time decides.
second! my girl. hey darling samantha, i am kinda of sure u must be reading this blog with eyes going O_O. hahaha, anyway, i really miss you alot. everytime when i see couples hugging on the mrt, walking hand in hand strolling down the streets, i felt the sense of loniness in my heart. "girl where are you? i ponder..." well, i really hope we can last a lifetime of love. having you be mine forever is a gift from heaven and living with you in this lifetime is a blessing. your birthday is very near. sorry i cant give you what i really promised. but me will do me best to make you the luckiest and most beloved girl on the planet on 16 Oct 2008. <3
third! my family. woah piang eh, ppl place their family after God and i placed it after my gf. perhaps its different people way of placing the important values in their life after all. well, dad is down with a fractured leg. i teared the other day while waiting for samantha to finish working. i was listening to Parachute band singing to surrender all. what make me tear is that i feel that i have not spend enough time with him. as i am typing this, pictures of memory of my daddy taking care of me when i was young flash back. how he took care of me when i was young. i felt the sense of security when he came to fetch me back from kindergarden. those time when he sacriface his time to send me to school, those time i made him angry.. those time i upset him so bad, he was hurt inside. damn, he's the best dad ever. yes he have many flaws as a father. but which father will work manually just to pay off his son's debt of 300 over bucks to Singtel? which father will have his leg fractured and still work and place 20 bucks into your wallet? which dad will aid a son when he's in trouble during secondary one? my dad. (: now his leg is fking fractured. damn that son of a bitch that made he fell. seeing him limping aches my heart. what the hell son am i? i ponder. dad, if u are reading this, i am sorry for times i made u upset and hurt. perhaps before you leave this world, i want you to carry my child and take good care of them. most importantly, come back to Christ. i want you and mum in heaven.
fourth, ministry. wooo, today or rather yesterday i did Radar position. it's a position that really makes me sleep. but i want to be stronger and be able to rise up in the next level. things happened today. but i will learn and be submissive towards whats coming my way. discipleship.
fifth! my brothers. yes yes, aaron and sebastian. damn, u guys are really the best buddies i should say, yes we have been through crazy arguments and damn, i cant remember. why place all the shit in the toilet bowl and stink up the whole toilet? flush it all lah. yea, thanks for being there for me to hear abt my f-ed up life and thanks too, for advicing me. well guys, i hope you two will forget abt the past and we can of cos start anew.
Oh yes, my blood brother. not that i am placing him last. but he's my BLOOOOOOD BROTHER. damn, sometimes i hate you so much. but u know, i love you way much i hate you. i know you just gotten your punk asss wheeler bike. here's something for you. everytime you cycle, it worries my heart. why? reason being i know hw crazily we cycle when we are together. i cant afford to lose you, is not like mum and dad can bring up another kid? bro, i need you as much as you need me in the future. i will raise you up when all have fallen and i will be there to lead you. last but not least, i love you.
Oh and TREK EARTH!
man, shit have really happened and i hope its all over. anyway, i really hope to see as many trekkers back into this IG for the pelapah waterfall trip. honestly, the trip is really a trip that is fun and i am sure you will enjoy it. i went for the racee and fell in love with it already. the experiences was priceless and beyond words. i hope that all of us will strengthened our friendship throughout this trip between the year 1s and year 2s. look at it this way, if we are going to have this cold friendship, it wont help us to handle next year's batch, wont be able to continue Trek Earth anymore. hey jerral and kim! thanks for all the effort put into Trek Earth! its been a pleasure working with you guys.
OKAY, edward is going crazy. why? because its 6am. CG is in 5 hours and i am still awake. one word. "screwed." anyway, thanks for reading! or rather wasting your time here. hahahaa...
first and foremost, God. darn, its been a long time since i cry out to God about my life. looking back i reflect. its kinda of mess up. everytime when someone mention abt quiet time. crap, i feel guilty. i feel as if i have left my God outside the door not inviting him into the parties of my life. sorry God. guess human's nature is to seek you when i am in need. i want to change and i will change. will i? let time decides.
second! my girl. hey darling samantha, i am kinda of sure u must be reading this blog with eyes going O_O. hahaha, anyway, i really miss you alot. everytime when i see couples hugging on the mrt, walking hand in hand strolling down the streets, i felt the sense of loniness in my heart. "girl where are you? i ponder..." well, i really hope we can last a lifetime of love. having you be mine forever is a gift from heaven and living with you in this lifetime is a blessing. your birthday is very near. sorry i cant give you what i really promised. but me will do me best to make you the luckiest and most beloved girl on the planet on 16 Oct 2008. <3
third! my family. woah piang eh, ppl place their family after God and i placed it after my gf. perhaps its different people way of placing the important values in their life after all. well, dad is down with a fractured leg. i teared the other day while waiting for samantha to finish working. i was listening to Parachute band singing to surrender all. what make me tear is that i feel that i have not spend enough time with him. as i am typing this, pictures of memory of my daddy taking care of me when i was young flash back. how he took care of me when i was young. i felt the sense of security when he came to fetch me back from kindergarden. those time when he sacriface his time to send me to school, those time i made him angry.. those time i upset him so bad, he was hurt inside. damn, he's the best dad ever. yes he have many flaws as a father. but which father will work manually just to pay off his son's debt of 300 over bucks to Singtel? which father will have his leg fractured and still work and place 20 bucks into your wallet? which dad will aid a son when he's in trouble during secondary one? my dad. (: now his leg is fking fractured. damn that son of a bitch that made he fell. seeing him limping aches my heart. what the hell son am i? i ponder. dad, if u are reading this, i am sorry for times i made u upset and hurt. perhaps before you leave this world, i want you to carry my child and take good care of them. most importantly, come back to Christ. i want you and mum in heaven.
fourth, ministry. wooo, today or rather yesterday i did Radar position. it's a position that really makes me sleep. but i want to be stronger and be able to rise up in the next level. things happened today. but i will learn and be submissive towards whats coming my way. discipleship.
fifth! my brothers. yes yes, aaron and sebastian. damn, u guys are really the best buddies i should say, yes we have been through crazy arguments and damn, i cant remember. why place all the shit in the toilet bowl and stink up the whole toilet? flush it all lah. yea, thanks for being there for me to hear abt my f-ed up life and thanks too, for advicing me. well guys, i hope you two will forget abt the past and we can of cos start anew.
Oh yes, my blood brother. not that i am placing him last. but he's my BLOOOOOOD BROTHER. damn, sometimes i hate you so much. but u know, i love you way much i hate you. i know you just gotten your punk asss wheeler bike. here's something for you. everytime you cycle, it worries my heart. why? reason being i know hw crazily we cycle when we are together. i cant afford to lose you, is not like mum and dad can bring up another kid? bro, i need you as much as you need me in the future. i will raise you up when all have fallen and i will be there to lead you. last but not least, i love you.
Oh and TREK EARTH!
man, shit have really happened and i hope its all over. anyway, i really hope to see as many trekkers back into this IG for the pelapah waterfall trip. honestly, the trip is really a trip that is fun and i am sure you will enjoy it. i went for the racee and fell in love with it already. the experiences was priceless and beyond words. i hope that all of us will strengthened our friendship throughout this trip between the year 1s and year 2s. look at it this way, if we are going to have this cold friendship, it wont help us to handle next year's batch, wont be able to continue Trek Earth anymore. hey jerral and kim! thanks for all the effort put into Trek Earth! its been a pleasure working with you guys.
OKAY, edward is going crazy. why? because its 6am. CG is in 5 hours and i am still awake. one word. "screwed." anyway, thanks for reading! or rather wasting your time here. hahahaa...
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