must everyday be of so much fuck ups?

HA, today that bitch wasn't in school today. =D =D
someone took over her place.
well, LADIES and GENTLEMEN was his favorite quote.
maybe a little clapping of hands will it more grand.

here's what i will say to him.

"You know what Sir, I find you way better than the female botox crazy attitude bitch.
Reason being you are friendly, jokeful and at times gay.
BUT if you were to repeat your LADIES and GENTLEMEN, I will be damn fucking angry,
I will tear those few strands of hair on your head and pop you in your fucking nuts. If you wanna clap, I will place your head in between your hands and make you clap. Thank You."

damn polite already lor. =D
you wont want to hear what i would want to say to female bitch. =x

i am going to miss my classmates in class. sorry about me not being free for class outings...

ANYWAY, was talking to samantha.
oh well, fyi while you were telling me all about him..
he treating you nice and stuff...
i felt both side. i felt happy.
AND I FELT FUCKING FUCKING PAIN.
PAIN IN MY GODDAMN HEART.
i think if this torture continue i will just die for goodness sake.

I wish you all the best.
Go and get him, make sure he treats you well,
make sure you treasure him.
make sure you love him.
MAKE THE FUCKING SURE HISTORY DONT REPEAT.
because i dont think anyone will wanna be in my place.

btw, here's a few pics that when I view them,
it fucking hurts.

hmmm above pic the last time we went out.

She at my hse.. those times...

how sweet were these kisses, i miss them.

in mac at bukit gombak. ice cream memories...

how pretty you look... i miss you.

anyway, i dont think you will give a fuck now.
i cried when i typed the captions for us.
it fucking hurts alright?

all the best for you and shrawn or whoever...
but memories can be revived. its up to your choice.

If I Were A Boy
Beyonce Knowles

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

(Chorus)
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand (Yeah you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

shugs girl i miss you so much. regretted for letting it all go.

Mis-adventure.

Alright lemme recall what have happen recently...
WARNING: Post might be explict due to the fuck fact that what happen recently.

• my broke up with samantha.

• family outing at east coast park.

• w35q

• upcoming trips.

So here's whats thats going on. first up, my broke up with samantha. yea i knw it seems nearly impossible that we will come to an end. but well, it happened. for good for bad, who the fuck gives a shit now. anyway, i still dont get the point when you quote the blog post i posted on msn and gimme a >.<". i mean, if you are upset abt me leaving you, den why not patch? all this fucking while i have been requestin for one and there the fuck you are knwing i will patch back and still making yourself so upset. i dunno why, once i see our pics taken in the past, it hurts my goddamn heart. perhaps it was the memories that were left behind? guess i should learn to let the fuck go. argh its hard but fuck it. its over.




so, yesterday was suppose to be a festive season where all the muslims have their prayers. oh well, happy selamat hari raya to my malay friends! guess where the fuck was i? i was at ecp camping with my family members. started well pretty good. brought 4 bikes out of 6 down. 1 colnago, 1 wheeler, 1 bmx and 1 sissy ass bike. loaded up into a massive lorry and was heading down to ecp. reached there approx 2pm. wtf the place flooded with people. setup the tent as usual while all e aunties preparing the food...

after setting up, i went for a coastal ride. it was freaking windy as if some shithead forgotton to turn off the fan and i am in the wind tunnel struggling. man, the results show on the speedometer was fucking disgraceful to reveal. 24 mins for a 11km ride? disappointing. perhaps it was the coastal wind and the massive amount of people that were using the path.

soon it was dark and late and my cousins and i were having dinner. food was great. beehoon and fried rice accompany with curry chicken. desserts were cold longan with almond pudding. woah it was good. i took a nap in e small tent as the rest went doing their stuff...

soon, it was 12midnight. clement and i was chilling out by the beach. the lights that were shining off the ships were beautiful. however, lighting was what that made me shook my head. predicting a storm will approach, we zipped up our tent and slept. at 4am, it came. small drizzle with drips of water woke me and clement up. however we managed to still slp.

until i got so fucking irritated by the water dripping, i woke up. thought of evac to the next tent but was nearly impossible because the huge tent was collapsing already. wtf. thus, all of us evac to the shelter ahead. things got worse when i can see my uncle's tent being uprooted almost flying away. that was how strong the fucking wind was. at the shelter, my colnago bike was blown almost to topple, thank goodness it was lock on with my bro's wheeler. all is wet and cold. being one of the man of the family, i have to stand up and shield the rain cover from the wind. it was one hell of an experience. lesson learnt, never to camp during a monsoon season. MON-FUCKING-SOON.




wtf it is like a few more weeks to the end of my sem 2 and to tell u guys, frm the bottom of my heart, you guys rock seriously. i knw i am fucking FUCKING FUCKING irritating and always joking around disturbing people but i am doing this just for fun no motives at all. never was i once wanting to create a conflict. i am so going to miss you guys when we change class next sem. lets plan for one sunday, all of us head down to sentosa for a day of fun. or maybe ecp camping! hahahaha. anyway, looking forward for it too!




trekearth is heading to a waterfall pretty soon and i cant wait to go lah! its like every trip is a test and a reward. the test, is to bring us out of the comfort zone and push our physically body to the next level. the reward, is all of our months of training. seeing it come to work is more than just a reward. its the experience. AND yes, climbing a mountain or waterfall to me is another achievement. hmmm, being good in IT and able to experience nature with a healthy body? isnt it best of 3 worlds? hahaha. damn looking forward to 10 weeks holiday! woah being able to climn 4Gs in one shot is a challenge. but i am up to it.

okay, its like 4.30am and i am posting this post, with a damn irritating sore throat, a sprained right arm and a 3cm cut on my toe. wtf and i am going to rockclimb soon. fuck.

okay, j, here's a post for you. i miss you truckloads. pls call or sms or leave an offline msg on msn or anything? if you are overseas, take good care of yourself.. (: