Saturday, June 13, 2009

cupid?

Okay, wtf is a cupid? most of my buddies didnt knw it.
well, go watch Night at the Museum 2!
those 3 little "stoned" figures flying around singing songs,
when the guy is with the girl.

so wtf does a cupid do? okay based on the movie,
its suppose to be the Gods of Love.

but lemme get you guys a proper definition k?


Cu·pid
  1. Roman Mythology The god of love; the son of Venus.
  2. cupid A representation of Cupid as a naked cherubic boy (WTF) usually having wings and holding a bow and arrow, used as a symbol of love.

[Middle English Cupide, from Old French, from Latin cupīdō, desire, Cupid, from cupere, to desire.]

Okay that was from www.dictionary.com

well, guess it did clearly state wth is it. and about the naked cherubic boy, thats not me uh!!

and often i think that i am a cupid. lemme tell you guys why~
most of the time, i will hang out with friends,
and apparently, there will be a girl that i have a crush on,
and the girl will end up with my friend.
wanna know whats the worst part???
they always get together in front of me.
that should explain why at times i am quiet despite my joking character!


so picture this, they will be lovey dovey, holding hands,
and i will be at their back.

but this happens way to common in my life.
honestly, there are many ppl in my life that i did see,
falling in love, when i am after her.

so hor, sua already. me v.tired liao. if i have female friends,
i am happy already. lol!

SO! a couple of hours more to go, and the new school term starts.
guess what? what. Java UT on the first day.
and the whole fking week is UT week. YAYness! -.-"

I dont really know how much I can take from all the IT shit..
and you know this love life shit, its really crappy.
but i think life is just like this??

had two chalets within two weeks.
first was great second was not too bad!

here are some words for some of my friends that are going through a hard time:

Staryl, I know it's hard for you to not get pissed off by what your bf did to sort of like hurt you, indirectly. But understand the fact that he is a guy and a guy hardly understand her gf until she seriously breaks down. and at certain times, it might seems hopless to why carry on this so fucked up r/s when he dont even care and bother.

Well, I just want to encourage you to be a stronger self, and not let such things that your bf do that hurts you deep within. You do have me and other friends to talk your heart out to and I am sure they will be there for you. At least, you are attached. i am sure he will be there for you too.

Meanwhile, take care and text me alright! (:

Alexi, you have just broken up and I can feel the pain you are going through? I had been through a breakup, and it was never easy letting it all go. That attached lifestyle that you had suddenly plunged into a singlehood thing.

You loved him way too much, and if I had a gf that does whatever you would do to your bf like surprising him to a cablecar birthday dinner, I will propose to you when I got a stable job and earning the bucks! I mean, it's hard to come by such a girl like you. and since it's over already, dont go fretting about it for you know, you seriously deserves a guy that treats you way better.

Stay strong and keep yourself busy! and when will we ever meet up?! HAHA!

Baozhen, it's time to move on already. I known you for some time and lost contact, and once we are back chatting, you changed soooo much uh! for better or worst, i won't say. but I feel that you did loved him very much too! so much so that till this day, I am sure his name still lingers in your heart and you feel so tired, just wanting him to be with you.

My advise is that you should move on with life already. dont keep looking back, for what the past, is the past. and look for someone that deserves you, not demand you! perhaps when you are in search of him, ensure that he can provide you with security, committement, love, care, concern.. etc. BUT! don't always go and jio the guy. The boy should take the initiative. (:

Jiayou alright? and stop being emo about stuff already. see you, online!



Alright guys, off to the bed already!
thanks for reading though, do tag! :D

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