it stills haunts me. =/

so, today was an extremely unforgettable day!

the night before, ryan and me decided to "overnight" in school,
WHY? so that i wont have to wake up so freaking early to go sch for
FOP 2009. it starts at 8.30am!!!

the night was long, silent and just not a very comfortable night.
managed to sleep only after 5.30am. awaken by alarm by 8am,
i showered and changed up, all still in a daze.......

reported and even the ICs of the SIT was also in a mess!
she didnt know what she shld do!?!?!
but her face of panicked deserves my sympathy luh.
so i went over to assist her in sorting out mess.

after all the sticker pasting, shouting, running here and there...
finally all the SIT students year ones were sitting in the badminton hall.
it's a pretty amazing side, to see Singapore's largest SIT,
a cohort of more than one thousand students! :D

managed to get team number 36!
omgosh they are some of the most farniest ppl to hang out with!
the guys were friendly and the girls were cheeky.
however have some super quiet dudes.. and girls...
HAHA okay i hope tmr will be better! :D

after everything ended,
phoned mum and i thought she was at bukit gombak.
so i alighted there, thinking mum and clinton was there.

and as i walked through the busy streets,

i felt as if the past have came back.

the surge of me, always rushing through these busy pathways,

buying dinner, milktea and some snacks,

just to surprise samantha.

walked down the koffeeshop..

i use to rmb where samantha and me always sit,

i even rmb what we loved to order.

you knw, tears flowed out,

my heartache like it nvr did before.

immediately, i became so quiet.

all i can picture was me still holding your hands,

strolling down this small little town,

and nth else matters...

BUT, it's all over.
i dont understand why, it still do seriously haunts me.
you are beautifully attached,
what you wanted you got...
perhaps thats why you dont feel the burn.

alright, so much so for now..