if feelings and emotions can be replaced....

it will be replaced by songs.

Kelsey

Metro Station

So take one word you said,
You put it in your bed,
You rest your tiny head on your pillow.
You wonder where you're going next,
You got your head pushed to my chest,
And now you're hoping that someone lets you in.

Well I swear I'll let you in.
You know I'll let you in.
Oh Kelsey, you.

So don't let anyone scare you,
You know that I'll protect you always.
Now through the thick and thin.
Until the end, you better watch it.
You know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you.
And I'll be here for you.

I know, I know, I know
I know how it feels, believe me,
I've been there. And
I know, I know, I know
I know what it feels like.
Tell me - Kelsey

And I'd swim the ocean for you.
The ocean for you.
Whoa. Kelsey.

And I'd swim the ocean for you.
The ocean for you.
Whoa. Kelsey.
Oh you, darling.

Now it's gonna get harder.
And it's gonna burn brighter.
And it's gonna feel tougher.
Each and every day.

And so let me say, that I love you.
You're all I've ever wanted.
All I've ever dreamed of to come.
And yes - you did come.

I want you so bad,
Can you feel it too?
You know I'm so,
I'm so in love with you.
I want you, so much.
I need you, so much.
I need your, I need your, your touch.

And I'd swim the ocean for you.
The ocean for you.
Whoa. Kelsey.

And I'd swim the ocean for you.
The ocean for you.
Whoa. Kelsey.
4x

And you never ever let me in.
4x

Her name, is not Kelsey though! =x

I knw, it's hard for you girl.

Sometimes you are so close yet so far.

And, your smile brightens my darkened night.

whatever i said, i really wanna see it happen.

Thank you all.

First up, thank you, daddy & mummy for blessing me with a great birthday.

parents brought me & didi to Malaysia, Malacca.

Just to celebrate my birthday and have some fun.

on the 28th, woke up early, set out on MRT to kranji mrt!

(micky ho, clinton ho & faye choo)

it's pretty obvious.. i am the cameraman, so i am not inside.

after a 1.5 hour long of bus ride, we reached!

(Malacca River)

Yeap, thats beautiful Malacca! and we took a cab, costing RM15 to the lodge we booked.

(Ringo's Foyer Lodge!)

(towards the rooms)

(look cozy isn't it?)

i didn't take a picture of my room though. it was air-conditioned, queen size bed + 2 single.
very affordable, RM 55 per night for 4 people?

i must emphasize that i am impressed with my dad. because he loves hotel, and this time...
he stays in the lodge! and he enjoys? i hope. =x

what's best? the host of the lodge is very very very approachable and friendly.

(Howard the friendly host! & my dad, chatting)

after much settling down, we headed to the famous Dutch Area, where they have museums regarding the history of Malacca and beautiful scenes.

my dad wanted to explore the area a little.

so we hired two trishaws to bring us around. it's at an affordable rate. RM10!

(customized. some have even a stereo music system!)

the uncle sent us to a few sight seeing tours.

(dutch windmill)

after that, we walked back to that area, and took the staggering stairs up St. Paul's hill.
located on top, was a church which was 500+ years old?
it looks extremely torn down, with concreted tombstones surrounding.

(the view on top of the hill)

used my didi de cam to take a few pics down there.
that shld explain why, i didnt upload them here.

walked down to the famous Jonker Street. (Jonker, what a name.)

(dont under estimate the quietness of this place)
WHY?
because after 6pm, it will turn like this. (look below)

(sadly, only fri, sat and sundays, will they be like these)

had a great wanton mee + lok lok, in satay gravy. DELICIOUS.
walked back home, a great distance cause we are not familiar, we detour a couple of times.
went back to lodge and SNORE! zzzzz

2nd day was great. breakfast was just at our doorstep.
it isn't any ordinary breakfast store. it was DIM SUM!

(Restaurant Zhen Xiang Yuan)

(sufficient portion, good presentation, tasty sauce)

operating hours are 5am to 12nn.
it's so affordable, that my family ate like the royal family.
small plates were RM1.5o and big plates were RM1.90.

after a great breakfast, we walked to the riverside of Malacca. SWEET.

(me, as usual, love doing the extreme)

(my forever loving parents)

and.. my family pictures. quite stupid a few. =x

(super dad)

(about to shat in my pants)

and its time to bid farewell to Malacca.

ANYWAY, i would like to thank...

all that wished me happy birthday.

sorry for the late reply, cause i was in M'sia.

when I was home, my parents surprised me even with an extraordinary birthday.

(cake + donuts!)

(family shot!)

(me & clinton)

alright, end of here le bah! (:
those that read, do tag and comment!

had a long day at sentosa with trekearth. :D
frisbee, backflips and sunburnt.

hey girl, don't fret. even your bf fails you, i will be here, for you. loves you baby...

lets look back. (:

let's flip back the book of history.

sunday!

i went out with Mel. went to golden mile food centre below army market.

i must say, i did really had a great breakfast with Mel.
we chatted and catch up. after that, we went to shop around army market.

all of a sudden she felt extremely sick and we left. =(
cabbed home as she sleeps in the cab.

i can say Mel is one of the toughest girl i had ever met.
seeing her so sick, really shows me another side of her.

i must say you look beautiful when you are resting on my shoulder. (:
should take a photo of us.
anyway take care yea! there's always a next time. (:

i treated you none other than my gf, is only we didnt held hands.
monday!

went down to clark quay in the morning at 11am to collect my pay.
woah lan give me cheque.
like that means must bank in,
wait for 1 day before collecting the hard cash!

working for this IT Fair 2009 really wake my idea on how hard is it to earn cash.
it also allow me to see how far i can push myself to do sales. after this four days,
i manage to get like $11000 of sales. it is a tough world out there doing retail sales.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgIH55n_sqs
er this abv vid is what and where i did my job.

tiring, kena screwed by boss, demanding customers, long hours and low pay.
in return? i guess is the experience i gained that matter most. (:

went home to nap. suppose to do a 40 laps swim. lazy! =x

went to meet my mum and lil bro for dinner and we had BK!
woah i ordered something that stunned the aunty.

freaking 5 patties whopper + upsize.

i think i gained 2 kg immediatly? haha!

at night, being smart i went to browse through blogs.
stumbled upon my ex's and her new bf de blog.
they are having a great time. memories come flashing back. here and there,
i can't sleep.

went for a 1 hour jog. just need to loose this extra energy.

really, i am glad you found happiness.
but i must say, the emptiness is still in me.

tuesday!
woke up by the roars of thunders, heavy storm of rains and the stuffy room.

went to training and was surprise by the amount of attendance!

albania, amanda, yannee, vik, ian, alex, kim and me!
woah i am glad that you guys are back! we had much fun today. (:
sorry guys i suck and i mean SUCK at soccer.
so sorry for creating a match into a comedy.

WAHAHAHA! FUCKFACE DUNNO HOW TO KICK BALL!!!!

we had dinner together too!
it had had been a long time since we guys sat down and munch together.
such enjoyable time. (:

trained home and had dinner with Jerral! aiyoh bro, fail can retake one.
no worries. everyone have their second chance!
HAHA! i think i need to do more than 5 times lor!

and had supper with kim later! haha as usual, chat about IG matters.
i suppose we know our roles and responsibilities already.
lets do our part to strengthen this IG up. (:

join trek not because of whoever that have or had influence you.
join trek because of the passion. nothing else.

wednesday!
haha actually it falls on today!
but since i am blogging, should place down what's up later!

will be heading down to bugis to get something for Jerral.

later going down to vivo for a lunch and some shopping with Xin,
haha sometimes i must say, i admire the way you do things,
the way you speak and the way you react. i find you really cute,
and after listening to all of your past experience,
sometimes i feel really sad for you,
but at times, i am proud of you.
like the sacrifaces you would make for your ex.

well, i dont really know if you are getting a bf this coming year, or whoever he will be.
i just wish for your guys to last long, and i wish that he will treat you better than never. (:

remember that very conversation we chat?
i really wanted to make you mine.
perhaps just another crush, but it is, a confession.

ANYWAY, can an addiction replace an addiction?

BSC i miss you guys.

okay today's sermon from pastor kong was superb.

S.U.P.E.R.B

as usual, he talked about r/s and how to maintain them.

God did somewhat talked to me when pastor kong touched on "giver" & "taker"

perhaps that was the reason why me and sam broke up.

today i served in 49A and 79 position in security.

first time leh! rather nervous. but i do hoped i did a great job.

MAYBE on my next post i will put down my notes here! (:



AND FINALLY! 21 March came. BSC ( Baptist Student Care ) 15th anniversary!

met gu weixiang, edlyn and ting fang at pioneer mall!

then next came sheryl and kaiyan.

we took a shuttle bus to Shalom Baptist Church.

woah that place upgraded so so much.

past: no air con, OHP projector, seats no cushion, outside is dirt carpark...

present: fully air con, BENQ projector, seats got back cushion, cemented carpark...

HAHA such comfort!

ANYWAY, i am so happy to see mrs yeoh, mr choo, ms yeong and all the other staffs.

BSC did really came a far way. there were so much i went through.

now all grown up already. and i see those young kids in BSC, really thank God for allowing them to be guided and blessed by the teachers.

still awaiting their pictures on facebook! (: miss you guys!

hmmm?

well, today i had dinner with my parents.

I know in this picture (abv) I look kinda fat. -.-

they brought me for a crazy feast.

just take a look at how big the fishhead is!

looking at these pictures only make me salivate!

anyway, i did pop a very interesting question today.
i asked my mum,

me: eh faye choo (mum), is it true, that young couples often quarrel and in the later years, if they last, the quarrels will cease and there will be peace?
mum: no lah, last time all the couples are mostly match make. if always argue, how will they last till today?
me: er okay....
mum: aiyah simple lah. it all have to do with compromising lor.

that made me ponder about the chat i had with xin ni the other day when i went out with her.

i questioned her if it was possible for a r/s to workout well, just by me going and ask for a stranger (of course is a girl lah) number and carry on knowing her from there using the "compromising" method.

well, for me i believed that COMPROMISING is only a component to a relationship. there will still be more to come to build a r/s that will last. no r/s is smooth sailing so i guess, its time to wake up my idea!

dad's knee is in trouble again. haiz! maybe he is aging. i seriously hope i am able to like lighten his burden of giving me daily allowance already. *guilty calls* prays that his knee will be healed.

thoughts that came into my mind:
1. should i even get contact lenses?
2. should i get that beautiful coat from g2000? cost, 139.
3. should i continue putting in so much hardwork for a nice body?
4. eh, hair long liao. should go trim?
5. birthday's soon! how to.. thank my parents?

the coat that i was talking about. black colour though! (:

and year 2 sem 1 de classmates are out! haha! not bad, many new friends.
i cant wait to.. start school?

the excitement within me cannot be contained,
neither can words make you understand how i feel.

woah, its 5am already. before u know it, i will become a panda. nights! (: