lets look back. (:

let's flip back the book of history.

sunday!

i went out with Mel. went to golden mile food centre below army market.

i must say, i did really had a great breakfast with Mel.
we chatted and catch up. after that, we went to shop around army market.

all of a sudden she felt extremely sick and we left. =(
cabbed home as she sleeps in the cab.

i can say Mel is one of the toughest girl i had ever met.
seeing her so sick, really shows me another side of her.

i must say you look beautiful when you are resting on my shoulder. (:
should take a photo of us.
anyway take care yea! there's always a next time. (:

i treated you none other than my gf, is only we didnt held hands.
monday!

went down to clark quay in the morning at 11am to collect my pay.
woah lan give me cheque.
like that means must bank in,
wait for 1 day before collecting the hard cash!

working for this IT Fair 2009 really wake my idea on how hard is it to earn cash.
it also allow me to see how far i can push myself to do sales. after this four days,
i manage to get like $11000 of sales. it is a tough world out there doing retail sales.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgIH55n_sqs
er this abv vid is what and where i did my job.

tiring, kena screwed by boss, demanding customers, long hours and low pay.
in return? i guess is the experience i gained that matter most. (:

went home to nap. suppose to do a 40 laps swim. lazy! =x

went to meet my mum and lil bro for dinner and we had BK!
woah i ordered something that stunned the aunty.

freaking 5 patties whopper + upsize.

i think i gained 2 kg immediatly? haha!

at night, being smart i went to browse through blogs.
stumbled upon my ex's and her new bf de blog.
they are having a great time. memories come flashing back. here and there,
i can't sleep.

went for a 1 hour jog. just need to loose this extra energy.

really, i am glad you found happiness.
but i must say, the emptiness is still in me.

tuesday!
woke up by the roars of thunders, heavy storm of rains and the stuffy room.

went to training and was surprise by the amount of attendance!

albania, amanda, yannee, vik, ian, alex, kim and me!
woah i am glad that you guys are back! we had much fun today. (:
sorry guys i suck and i mean SUCK at soccer.
so sorry for creating a match into a comedy.

WAHAHAHA! FUCKFACE DUNNO HOW TO KICK BALL!!!!

we had dinner together too!
it had had been a long time since we guys sat down and munch together.
such enjoyable time. (:

trained home and had dinner with Jerral! aiyoh bro, fail can retake one.
no worries. everyone have their second chance!
HAHA! i think i need to do more than 5 times lor!

and had supper with kim later! haha as usual, chat about IG matters.
i suppose we know our roles and responsibilities already.
lets do our part to strengthen this IG up. (:

join trek not because of whoever that have or had influence you.
join trek because of the passion. nothing else.

wednesday!
haha actually it falls on today!
but since i am blogging, should place down what's up later!

will be heading down to bugis to get something for Jerral.

later going down to vivo for a lunch and some shopping with Xin,
haha sometimes i must say, i admire the way you do things,
the way you speak and the way you react. i find you really cute,
and after listening to all of your past experience,
sometimes i feel really sad for you,
but at times, i am proud of you.
like the sacrifaces you would make for your ex.

well, i dont really know if you are getting a bf this coming year, or whoever he will be.
i just wish for your guys to last long, and i wish that he will treat you better than never. (:

remember that very conversation we chat?
i really wanted to make you mine.
perhaps just another crush, but it is, a confession.

ANYWAY, can an addiction replace an addiction?