The aftermath of a break up.

you knw, yes i may sound like an ass, keep confessing about which girl i like and stuff. but i can't seem to just say goodbye to you.

it's just so difficult for me to forget you.

everytime i chanced upon the letters you wrote for me,

your voice lingers in my mind, and those happy times flashed right before my eyes,

just like it was yesterday.

i knw we are over, the r/s is done, and we will nvr in our lifetime be together again.

but is it really that hard to say goodbye?

i dont knw how to explain this feeling,

but deep down i miss you and your actions and your voices.

Perhaps I still can't forget us, which explains your picture, still in my wallet.

must i live in hell everyday knwing that you are all happy in the arms of another guy?

must i find another girl and start anew and then forget everything?

i am so fucking confused, so fucking tired, so fucking want to fuck everything up.

life's a mess. back to square one.